It has been 2 weeks since I started final year in med school. Waking up at 5:45am everyday is just killing me. I struggle to even stay awake in the afternoon. It’s tiring, it’s stressful, it’s insane, it’s crazy! I’m having one of the greatest surgeon around to teach us everyday, he gives me tremors!
I was in the OT today observing surgeries. I kept thinking about this scene in Grey’s Anatomy. I just wonder if I am learning, to be a great doctor. It’s haunting me that there’s a chance that I am learning just to pass exams instead of to be an excellent doctor. It’s a scary sight if I don’t get to learn.
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